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1.
Literally 01:26
There's a graveyard in this building's foundations I can feel them underneath my bed when I sleep Every night I dream of chimneysweeps in the walls Sometimes I hear them knocking CHEST BEATING LIKE A RAT IN A TIN CAN CUTICLES CHEWED UP SO BADLY THEY'RE BLEEDING MEANING THAT AT THIS MOMENT I AM LITERALLY LITERALLY FRAYING AT THE FUCKING ENDS There's a hellmouth in the flat below mind Flies have started fucking in the hall by the door Soon there will be more insects than breathable air And I'll find legs in my teeth I HOPE THERE'S A RAFTER IN THIS FLAT THAT CAN SUPPORT 200 POUNDS OF UNCOOKED HOGROAST I HOPE I SEE MY ENEMIES AGAIN AND SHAKE THEIR HANDS I HOPE HELL IS AS WARM AS IT HAS BEEN IN MY DREAMS I HOPE I HOPE I HOPE
2.
I've been wondering what you lips taste like I know that's weird That's a weird thing to say Just lately I'l say just about anything If it'll make someone look at me I've been wondering where you buried your heart I know that's strange Doesn't even make sense Look me right in the eye Tell me I'm pretty Tell me I'm smart Smarter than you Smarter than all of you, soon you will see When they broadcast my message on worldwide TV I've seized control of the nuclear warheads One word from me and this planet plays dead We'll disappear in a puff of estrangement The slavedrivers go the same way all their slaves went And all this will end All this will die Tell me I'm right Look me right in the eye Tell me I'm pretty Tell me I'm pretty Somebody look at me
3.
Shut all the curtains and keep the dark in Let's get started on all those mistakes I hear heaven is full But hell will eat just about anything Tell that lucky young soldier who died of exposure Now sipping on goblets of milk and ambrosia Try telling her that her death needed closure But don't write me off yet I'm still learning to lie I'll pick you up when your battery dies I'd never survive on my own I had a dream about the end of the word The stormclouds were gathering fast While armies of arseholes built marvelous castles Now dreams don't mean much They're just how our brains catalogue data we've gathered They don't really matter at all I don't really know why I mentioned it If money and power were infectious diseases The cure would be freely distributed Jesus, you know that you're dead when they withhold your meds You know that you're dead when they withhold your meds But don't write me off yet I'm still learning to lie I'll pick you up when your batteries die I'd never survive on my own
4.
I've been waiting for this holiday to end Saving postcards for family and friends Sleeping hard not knowing when I'll sleep again Keeping secrets from everyone I meet Keeping time by watching shadows walk the street There's only first names in the company I keep But I had a dream last night it seems I thought it had abandoned me But here it comes again And it was you, and me, and white oak trees And no one else to hear a word we say We've been talking Two tin cans on a wire But the reception leaves a lot to be desired Makes your voice sound like wet wood on a fire I will walk across this lonely nation's shell It goes on forever, then loops back upon itself When I close my eyes I see you doing well But I had a dream last night it seems I thought it had abandoned me But here it comes again And it was you, and me, and white oak trees And no one else to hear a word we say I hope we'll be together when I wake I've been waiting on a plane to take me home Somewhere distant Long forgotten Overgrown I still remember how the old songs used to go Because I've been singing them to nobody you know When the sunrise brings me back into yourself Blinking your eyes in the light And smiling, oh my beautiful girl I will be knocking at the entrance to your den Get your boots on Come on down Invite me in But I had a dream last night it seems I thought it had abandoned me But here it comes again And it was you, and me, and white oak trees And no one else to hear a word we say I hope we'll be together when I wake
5.

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July 16th 2016:

I hit some financial troubles after losing my voice for three months and I urgently needed to have something to sell. I released this at short notice and in an emergency, and I called it Thank You because everyone who bought a copy of it helped me out of a severe rough patch.

I like what this is, but it also frustrates me. It isn't quite what the Narcissist Cookbook sounds like in my head. I don't know how much of this record would have ever been released if my circumstances had been different, you know? I'm worried that these tracks don't represent where I'm going with all of this, and that having it online will make it harder, rather than easier, for the things I'm making to find the right audience. Anxiety, anxiety.

I thought about deleting it, but that feels dishonest, and a special kind of self-obsessed, melodramatic defensiveness that I'm still learning to avoid, he says obliviously as he drafts an earnest letter to the world apologising for his art.

I'm not deleting it though, because I'm growing to kind of enjoy feeling like things aren't going according to plan.

Love,
Matt / TNC

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