'The Songs Of The Narcissist Cookbook' Book + 'This Is How We Get Better' download
A physical book with the lyrics to every Narcissist Cookbook track published between 2016 and 2022, with notes, reflections, alternate lines and the lyrics to scrapped tracks.
Also comes with a download code for the new album 'This Is How We Get Better' <3
Includes unlimited streaming of This Is How We Get Better
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lyrics
Let's take a moment to appreciate the way this feels
We won't come back this way again
It's hard to tell for sure which elements of this are real
And which are chemically enhanced
I'm pretty certain that I'm here because I want to be
But it's not easy to tell what I want from what I need
This fucking sickness is disintegrating all of me
Soon I will be nothing more
Than a puddle on living room floor
No longer capable of rational thought
Just a stomach and a jumble of nerves
I had something to say but I've forgotten how to say the simplest words
Let's take a breath and then another til the feeling slows
Then maybe we can try again
I hate this body, I hate this body,
I am more scared of myself than I am of anyone else
And oh I am so sorry for the way I come and go like this
Although you tell me you don't mind
The trouble is I've never navigated out of this
It grows until I'm nothing more
Than a puddle on the living room floor
No longer capable of rational thought
Just a stomach and a jumble of nerves
I had something to say but I forgot
I guess it's not important at all
These days I struggle with hello and goodbye
So if it's cool with you that's all I'm gonna say
All I gonna say
Yeah, I think that's all you're gonna get from me tonight
This body is built on the ruins of all the people I have ever been
Wise men build their houses on rocks
While the rest of us settle for skeletons
supported by 27 fans who also own “the Simplest Words”
I do not normally cry because of music, or fiction in general. Chords made me cry. Every time I listen to it, it still feels like a warm, tight goodbye hug.
But it isn't what convinced me to buy this album, because damn, I knew I would right from the start of Secret Worlds, and knew it ever more at every song. The way the songs here can combine to tell a whole new story, and even reference others from The Horror and the Wild, is just magnificent. Mayana
supported by 25 fans who also own “the Simplest Words”
This is a great adaptation of Arthuriana and a brilliant narrative album. I love how the queerness of the characters is handled as an integral part of the narrative and plot development without it being the end all be all of the characters themselves. my boy Gawain deserved better though maritarvaniti
Smooth, sophisticated pop with neoclassical flourishes from the Berlin-based duo of Fabian Till and Birk Buttcherey. Bandcamp New & Notable May 2, 2024